okay..my comp is bck!welcome back sweetheart!
eat all your medicine??good!i love you!haha!
well,long time never update but time....
moving very fast and slow.
im confused and getting fed-up of dreaming.
i dont wish to dream but its "mainan tidur"
many dreams that i had come true most
im scared!im tired of perspiring.
im sick with it!im all alone again.
my problems will never be known.
i mean the ane and only problem that no one knows.
well,thats how well i can keep secrets
im not so close to my friends anymore.
just now when hang out with them for a while
i felt uncomfortable and i feel that im odd.
no longer close with my friends.
feeling that im no longer their sister.
i left so far behind,catching what is actually happening.
i dont know whats going on after 1 month together.
and i really have no idea whats going on out there.
i hate my life.i wish i could turn back time
to where im free to be a tomboy.
my life was perfect that time
playing rough games
this is what i am.
i was born to be a tomboy not a butch
why everyone wants me to be girlish?
im not that type of girl
being girlish do hurt me sometimes
i feel insulted and being forced to a girl-ish
why everyone force me to change to what im not supposed to be?
asking me to study while im not into a mood?
i will do if i want to do.i will do without someone forcing me
get it??im not the same as the girls out there.
only some understands me if they have a sister like me.
this is the longest post.
cuts and slashes is back!
you will never spot it!
and dont even ask me anything about this!
im done.

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