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Thursday, April 19 ♥

Wen I ferst saw u,
I was afraid to talk 2 u.
When I talk 2 u,
I was afraid 2 lyk u.
When I lyk u,
I was afraid 2 lub u.
But nw that I lub u,
I'm afraid 2 lose u.

its betta 2 loce my eyes
than 2 c u go.
its betta to lose my ears
than 2 c u sae "GOODBYE*"
its betta 2 lose my life
than 2 live w/o u.
its betta 2 lose everything
than to lose u...

Ur words played in mi mind
Hw I wish u'll always b mine
dis words seemed sincere && true
But nw I knew the real u
Dis memories of cuddles,hugs n kisses
Nw bleed,torn n dripped into pieces

i woke up crying from a dream
i was shot dead through the <3
i cried,nt bcoz i was afraid 2 die
bt bcoz insid mi <3>

U didnt juz break mi hart
U killed a part of it
A broken hart cn b mended
but smethin dead cant b healed

this is all for u baby.

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Fell in love you @ Thursday, April 19, 2007


today i shuckks alot!
earli mornin reached at hys crib
called hym,someone answer bt no voice
i knew it was hym
i hung up n wen to sch
crying alone.
cant get hym* out of head.
i love hym so muchk.
all the sacrifices i've done to hym*
n dis is wat i gt?
fine..i'll juz accept it
baby,do u noe hw muchk iloveyou?
tuk mi medicines.
have a nice shivering day
mi medicines will laz 4 3 daes
after sch searh 4 hym*
PLEASE!DUN FORCE ME 2 B SOMEONEELSE!
had a conversation wif hym*
n i went home

Fell in love you @ Thursday, April 19, 2007


today i shuckks alot!
earli mornin reached at hys crib
called hym,someone answer bt no voice
i knew it was hym
i hung up n wen to sch
crying alone.
cant get hym* out of head.
i love hym so muchk.
all the sacrifices i've done to hym*
n dis is wat i gt?
fine..i'll juz accept it
baby,do u noe hw muchk iloveyou?
tuk mi medicines.
have a nice shivering day
mi medicines will laz 4 3 daes
after sch searh 4 hym*
PLEASE!DUN FORCE ME 2 B SOMEONEELSE!
had a conversation wif hym*
n i went home

Fell in love you @ Thursday, April 19, 2007

Monday, April 16 ♥

today was shuckks alot!
HE was late for more than 10 min
wen to sch wit hym
ate mi tupidd farkin medicine in class
u noe wat??!
i got 3/30 for mi physic test
aiyo..farkin stress la siol!
tried to stay awake in d class
but felt asleep
d medincines was too strong
fark d nanny medicine!
chemistry lesson was boring
mt lesson slept the whole period!
thanks cikgu zurainy
ate mi prata
blablabla
VE lesson
dat tupid ms zan
kip on shooting on me
after sch met HYM
quarrell wif HYM
till now..haiix

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Fell in love you @ Monday, April 16, 2007

Sunday, April 15 ♥

okay i enjoyed today!
wen out wif cyg,mar n fyan
met dem at last cabin jurong east
den to beach road
bought mar's bag
took bus to bugis
ate long john.
aku MATI MATI nak makan wantan noodle!
at last ate LJS.haiix.
walked to esplanade.
endless laugh!!
sat at d roof top.
one by one emo.
dat 3 guys menggatals!
haha!but mar's d bez..
he dun rrly join dat 2 guyz
den blablabla.
joked ard.
laugh*laugh*laugh*
took bus to bb
at bb inter-change
i wan to KENCING.
fyan wan to BERAK!
mar wan to MUNTAH.
cyg wan to KENTOT!
muahahahahah!!XD
wen to wm..toilet
bought bubble tea 4 me
seperated from fyan at McD
byebye fyan~!!
mar was broke so..
he asked for plain water at McD
hahahaha~!
byebye mar~!!
byebye cyg~!lub u(extra speacial)
hehehe!
home sweet home**
night night***

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Fell in love you @ Sunday, April 15, 2007

Friday, April 13 ♥

Today earli mornin met syg.
wen sch den to canteen.
assemble,bella came to me
she gav me an apology brownies
DELICIOUS!she made it herself!
ate it in class.
bella apology accepted.
after sch gt MT ora
den rain again.
played in d rain
wen to bella's house
lepak2.
settled our probx
mamam sardine.
den roti ngan cheese
wen hme wif kim.
bath den slip.
den on9.

Fell in love you @ Friday, April 13, 2007

Thursday, April 12 ♥

today is a fabulous day!hehe
earli mornin wen to 7th floor,wait fer cyg
he was late by 1 min.LOL
reached sch bout 7.15
all probs were solved at laz
get to noe dat her so called "GUY"
bubble hym again..
blablabla..
after sch wait fer cyg
he gt self-study&d'n't
volleyball canceled
dat gurl sae wanna cum bt nvr attend
i rrly fed-up sakk!!
joke ard with ila,wani,jannah,izah
den left us 4.
ila was foolin ard wif her jokes
haha..i paisey lorr..
i felt lyk im so stupid sia..haha
wen hme wif syg.
den suddenli RAIN
"mandi hujan!"
wen hme ard 5.30
eat&slip
n update*

Fell in love you @ Thursday, April 12, 2007

Wednesday, April 11 ♥

today is a bad day!
wen out of mi house late.
wen to 213,6th floor
den i had to go sch alone
wen sch wif breathin difficulties.
assembly,nagged by mi form t'cher.
bcoz i didnt finish mi CR
wen to class dilly dally.
after homeroom is P.E
KICKBOXING TIME!
frenz dun let me do
coz im nt feelin well.
i dun give a damn.hehe
waah!i sweat a lot!
finish ready
wanted to go water cooler
half way walkin i had a blackout!
almost fainted
frenz brought me to water cooler
den to sickbed
kim&farah wen to buy breakfast 4 me
while naz accompanied me.
after eatin,dey wen off
so i managed to sleep 4 a while
till suddenli i heard mi syg's voice
n oso d 3 of dem
syg cme to me n sat beside me
he was worried till now
1 period is gone.
wen for recess.
after recess.classmates asked me ques.
haha!
after sch wen to McD.
oredi ordered d meal.
den suddenli mi card balance is $3.79
wth!mi balance supposed to be $4++
n i use pass so no nid deduct.
haiix.bad luck
canceled it n buy other food to complete 1 meal.
wen bck sch.
talked to her**
after dat wen to NAFFA TEST!
i managed to do all of dem.
den,her** msged intan.
haiix.we sometime okay sometime not okay.
im confused!
nemind.i duwan sae bout tat so much.
took bus hme wif kim.
lepak pat red seat till 4.30
talked about our lyfe n blablabla.
wen home straight
first,to the toilet.
den eat mi medicine n BAM!
wen to slip.
and nw...im ere updating.
peace*

Fell in love you @ Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Tuesday, April 10 ♥

wat a fark farkin day TODAY!
mre fights n mre fights!
from frenz bcum enemy
i don noe hu to trust nowadays
i dun wish to talk bout today
but one ting eh
ader tk org ckp kuat2
psl sengaje??
tell u wat!
if u dunnoe hu d hell am i..
den farkoff la eh!?
backoff if u cant take mi jokes
n d way u kutok org
is WORSE den me
so hati tu tak pyh nk bengkak
nk cold war ngan aku
JAHANAM LA EH!?

Fell in love you @ Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Monday, April 9 ♥

i had enuf of TODAY!
ferst,i gt to noe dat gt cold war
btween smeone n sumone
den i tried to "lepas tangan"
after sch bought baby's wear 4 Raiyan
den met syg.pass hym mi hp
met systaLurbbs n wen wm.
tought of wrapin dat box at naz's crib
changed mi mind.
wen to Bestari n eat n eat.
wen to adeQq Nunu's crib.
and lastly,home sweet home.
even if i gt a cold war wif naz.
b4 anitin hppn ehk,
thanks fer choosin d baby's wear for me
i gt one feelin tat we're no longer b tugeda.
i had enuf of u.
ur playin wif mi patience.
STOP IT SAKK!
i juz cnt tke it wen u acted lyk dis
if u dun force me,
dun nid to show any stupid farkin face la..
mane tak bingit sakk aku!

Fell in love you @ Monday, April 09, 2007

Sunday, April 8 ♥

hmm.since i gt complains abt not updating mi blog.
i'll update mine now.
lots of things happenin nowadays.
too much problems to say..
everywhre i go gt fights.
n i?lyk a wall tryin to stop dem frm fightin.
celebrated our 8th month anni.
haix..dat was our laz day tugeda.
after dat im now alone waitin for november.
i rrly mish hym a lot!
onli 2 days da takle tahan.
he wants to learn.
so i respect hys decision.
promising dat i'll wait for hym 4 7 months.
the time is runnin very slow.
im goin mad u see!
i love u syg.
i'll do anitin for u.
dun ever forgt me syg.
i duwan to lose u for d second tym.
we haf made dis far.
n hope dis will be me n u.
till d end of the world syg.
till ere.
i want u to tell u dat i LOVE u so much!
i trust u.
dun ever disappoint me syg.

Fell in love you @ Sunday, April 08, 2007


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