sorry for not updating for quite a long time.
im too busy with stuffs.
i will update more when theres time.

for now,what's important is my parents' health!!
my daddy was admitted to nuh on thursday morning.
im freaking worried for him,okay.
eventhough i may not show him that i love him,deep inside..i love him!
i dun haf much time to spend with my family members bcoz of school's heavy projects.
and i dun get good sleep either.

i visited my dad yesterday.
he's having a D1-D2 stomach ulcer and complaining of back pain.
damn worried!
today mommy is sick too!
and im left alone to take care of mommy.
sisters are working..will be home till late.
i cant visit daddy today because just now,i haf to rush from my place to granny's.
just to take mommy's medicines.
now is 6.10pm.
if i visit daddy,i got no enough time to actually go home
and prepare mommy & me food for breaking fast later.

before im off to prepare food,
i just want to thanks to my new friends for the listening ears yest.
and thanks for the treat too.
i dun blog for any other purposes like asking for sympathy.
but just a place to let my feelings out.
hmm,everything happen unexpectedly.
weekdays,granny's staying over at my place.
how am i going to handle my school,family and friends problem??
the turning of my life is way too tough for me to handle,ALONE..
hais,next,financial.
i cant just ask mommy for $$$..
i need to find $$ but obviously i cant work,need to take care of mommy,daddy & granny.
and i cant just borrowed $$ from friends..
that's so embarrassing...hais
when can my both sisters be free to give me a hand...???
when???urgh!
whatever it is,i'll haf to pay more attention to my family n studies.
okayy..i'll end here for now.

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