Sunday, May 1 ♥
I'm currently dating a guy named, Rizal. We chatted in fb the week i came back from New Zealand, 110311 and I just met him on 220411. He's 24 this year, a cousin of my friend and an old friend of my cousin. Im just starting to feel the in light in me, again.. I hope this time he's true. I don't wanna meet anymore fake people. We spend time together. He brought me to meet his friends and relatives. He teaches me life. He's always there to be my backbone when im emotionally stressed, depressed but BFF couldn't be my side.. He's the first who actually talk about my BFF and how much he's willing to meet my BFF. He always gaining trust to others. He's also the first to actually wanted to fetch me at my doorstep and seek permission from my mom so that he's able to bring me out. There so many things about him eventhough he might not be the one in my PrinceCharming list, I still adores him. update more soon...
p/s: Maybe it's not the right time for me to fall for you but I certainly fall for the great time we spent together. :DD
Fell in love you @ Sunday, May 01, 2011
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Hey bloggers, It's been ages since I last update my blog.
Last updated was about Single, Mingle, Jingle right? hmm. I'll guess, I''ll continue from there. I'll be elaborating more on what and how did it happen.
The story telling session starts here..
Introduction:
Fiq likes this girl, ****** before he met me but she rejected. After getting attached to me, ****** confessed to Fiq that she regretted rejecting him in msn. After the confessing and stuffs, they keep in contact even after I, as his girlfriend, felt uncomfortable and tried my best to ignore my instincts..
Months later, few weeks before our 1st year Anniversary, we quarrelled almost everyday. Even when we're on the road to Geylang to buy our matching Baju Kurung for Raya. On our 1st year Anniversary, we di'n't spend much together. There's an awkward conversation between me and Fiq.
He asked, "What if I tell you that I''ve been meeting another girl besides you?"
Trying to keep myself calm, I answered, "Then, thanks for telling me the truth."
Trying to put a smile on my face.
"I was just joking.." He replied.
I was so suspicious about it because I know who my boyfriend(at that point*) is.
2 days later,Fiq didn't replied my morning msgs and I assumed that he was still asleep. Then, I saw him with another girl alone at a coffeeshop near to my house. I recognised her but she's not one of my neighbourhood friend so I ignored. Closing one eye...
After a few hours, He called and said, "Sorry baby, I went to eat at Aiman with grandpa just now but I left my phone at home." without a word from me, he continued.. "After eating then grandpa had to leave and I accidentally bumped into my old friend, a girl who stays in Jurong West(when I know who she really is and she stays in *******). Then we sat and talked for awhile and I head homë."
"Good if you're being honest but if you're not then I curse you.. If you're not guilty, you won't think about the curse at all.." I said clearly and then switched my phone to "offline" mode.
At 3am in the morning BFF met me,crying and told me I should meet him and he will tell me everything. She promised she'll be by my side.. So I decided to meet him with a positive thinking.
At last, we broke off. After 1 year 2 days..
Things that I found out are:-
* He cheated
* He lied to me over and over again(even during apologising for lying to me)
* He did things with the girl which MAJORITY of teenage couples do nowadays.
and there's a long more list to go..but I chose to cover his dignity, some..
Whatever I blog, It's about me. This is my account and whoever dislike or disapproves, Get The Hell Out of Here. Thank you.
Fell in love you @ Sunday, May 01, 2011
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