Monday, September 26 ♥
Fell in love you @ Monday, September 26, 2011
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Things change, people change, feelings change. I guess, you're way too busy with your life without realising what's happening around us. I'm no longer your top 3 priority. I'm no longer the one that make you smile when you're down. I'm no longer the one that satisfy you every now and then. Those laughter we used to have, no longer be heard. Those memories we had, no longer be seen. Those great moments we had, can't be felt. We're are way to busy focusing on our schedules. Feeling absence is not the same anymore. Those words we used to say, it just not right anymore. Feeling hurt yet devastated, I gotta hide these away from you. Still praying that you'll realised it soon before I decided to make my own decisions.
Fell in love you @ Monday, September 26, 2011
Friday, September 23 ♥
Hey, it's been so long since i last bloggggggg. BFF making noise already so i better update my blog.. Well, TOO many things happening around me.. 1) After a month getting to know this Rizal, I decided to move on and start a new chapter with him. 18th May 2011 was the official day. It just happened but sadly, that day was a bad day to start with cause something came up with EX-boyfriend and friends. Thank you everything's fine even after they told everything about me to Rizal. I thanked God that we met each other. After those harsh words they described about me, Rizal never fail to stood by me. Its already our 4 months and 5 days.. and we're still counting.. He'd already started saving money for future. I mean, OUR future. Insya'allah. I really hope that he's the LAST. Only God knows what i feel about him. He never complains at all.. At times, i do admit that we do quarrell. It's part and parcel of relationship BUT it doesn't feel as though we're quarrelling.. he's ever so patience towards me..I don't know, He's just someone different and until now, i can't get any answer. enough talking about us.. 2)I started working as an Enrolled Nurse in SGH. Started on the 16th May 2011. Yes, 4 months and a week of experience in a whole new environment and atmosphere. I have an awesome collegues to work with. At first, i had a hard time to catch up with things and i always having BURNOUT! Alhamdulillah, my collegues never fails to put a smile on my face and always willing to give me a hand. As a SGH employee, im very glad to join their family. Lots of benefits, lots of entertainment etc. Will be having my first chalet&BBQ night with my awesome people soon! I can't wait! and i hope that They will approved the roster upon my request. i got to go now... will be having sushi with my two lovely collegues, Aziah & Kasinah.
Fell in love you @ Friday, September 23, 2011
Sunday, May 1 ♥
I'm currently dating a guy named, Rizal. We chatted in fb the week i came back from New Zealand, 110311 and I just met him on 220411. He's 24 this year, a cousin of my friend and an old friend of my cousin. Im just starting to feel the in light in me, again.. I hope this time he's true. I don't wanna meet anymore fake people. We spend time together. He brought me to meet his friends and relatives. He teaches me life. He's always there to be my backbone when im emotionally stressed, depressed but BFF couldn't be my side.. He's the first who actually talk about my BFF and how much he's willing to meet my BFF. He always gaining trust to others. He's also the first to actually wanted to fetch me at my doorstep and seek permission from my mom so that he's able to bring me out. There so many things about him eventhough he might not be the one in my PrinceCharming list, I still adores him. update more soon...
p/s: Maybe it's not the right time for me to fall for you but I certainly fall for the great time we spent together. :DD
Fell in love you @ Sunday, May 01, 2011
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Hey bloggers, It's been ages since I last update my blog.
Last updated was about Single, Mingle, Jingle right? hmm. I'll guess, I''ll continue from there. I'll be elaborating more on what and how did it happen.
The story telling session starts here..
Introduction:
Fiq likes this girl, ****** before he met me but she rejected. After getting attached to me, ****** confessed to Fiq that she regretted rejecting him in msn. After the confessing and stuffs, they keep in contact even after I, as his girlfriend, felt uncomfortable and tried my best to ignore my instincts..
Months later, few weeks before our 1st year Anniversary, we quarrelled almost everyday. Even when we're on the road to Geylang to buy our matching Baju Kurung for Raya. On our 1st year Anniversary, we di'n't spend much together. There's an awkward conversation between me and Fiq.
He asked, "What if I tell you that I''ve been meeting another girl besides you?"
Trying to keep myself calm, I answered, "Then, thanks for telling me the truth."
Trying to put a smile on my face.
"I was just joking.." He replied.
I was so suspicious about it because I know who my boyfriend(at that point*) is.
2 days later,Fiq didn't replied my morning msgs and I assumed that he was still asleep. Then, I saw him with another girl alone at a coffeeshop near to my house. I recognised her but she's not one of my neighbourhood friend so I ignored. Closing one eye...
After a few hours, He called and said, "Sorry baby, I went to eat at Aiman with grandpa just now but I left my phone at home." without a word from me, he continued.. "After eating then grandpa had to leave and I accidentally bumped into my old friend, a girl who stays in Jurong West(when I know who she really is and she stays in *******). Then we sat and talked for awhile and I head homë."
"Good if you're being honest but if you're not then I curse you.. If you're not guilty, you won't think about the curse at all.." I said clearly and then switched my phone to "offline" mode.
At 3am in the morning BFF met me,crying and told me I should meet him and he will tell me everything. She promised she'll be by my side.. So I decided to meet him with a positive thinking.
At last, we broke off. After 1 year 2 days..
Things that I found out are:-
* He cheated
* He lied to me over and over again(even during apologising for lying to me)
* He did things with the girl which MAJORITY of teenage couples do nowadays.
and there's a long more list to go..but I chose to cover his dignity, some..
Whatever I blog, It's about me. This is my account and whoever dislike or disapproves, Get The Hell Out of Here. Thank you.
Fell in love you @ Sunday, May 01, 2011
We're all human beings with a heart. 